This Weeks Update -- End of Oct

I want to be honest with you guys. Please read 🤍

This week is a pretty big week for me personally. I know a lot of people might not know what I did before my channel, the things I've gone through, or how I ended up where I am today as a Streamer and Youtuber with all of you as my new friends. I do keep a lot of things private for a bunch of different reasons but I also do like being transparent with you all - so sometimes I struggle with finding where that middle ground is.

The past few months have been really challenging for me. I feel like I haven't streamed as much as I wanted to, the schedule has changed more than it usually would, and I've felt inconsistent but doing my best.
There is a reason.

A few months ago I was invited back onto the stage as a guest principal to dance along side Yoshi in a work that I hold dear to my heart. I said yes because it was an opportunity I know I would of regretted saying no to because ultimately I can't keep myself stuck up in my office doing nothing but anime content and streaming. That isn't healthy, and I do miss performing on stage in front of thousands. How many more times will this opportunity come? One day I will truly not be dancing anymore so I wanted to take this moment.
I have been juggling getting back in shape, rehearsals, traveling for run-thrus, and that has made me feel crazy hahah Because I still put 100% into everything I do HERE with you and with this incredible community.

- THIS WEEK IS PERFORMANCE WEEK. Which includes multiple dress rehearsals, stage rehearsals, and the performance Sunday.
I was sitting down preparing this weeks posting schedule and seeing how I could manage to watch some content before traveling, and telling myself I can prep the files, edit, and post them after rehearsals at night, or while I travel (which is what I've been doing) ... I feel a bit exhausted.

I have recorded content to post for you guys this week, but it might not be exactly what you are hoping for or looking forward to seeing, I know. But it's fun content!
SO THIS WEEK MIGHT BE SLOWER because ultimately I think I need that extra hour or 2 a day of silence, and stillness, for me to be with Yoshi, for me to focus on the performance, and to try to live in the moment and be grateful, show weeks are a lot. I want to make sure I'm in the right mental stage for the performance. It's a very big company with a large following.

I have some fun MHA OVAs, bonus Shippuden content, and other stuff I can post and will prep those files for you guys. I will see if I have time to watch the next 2 episodes of One Piece later this week, and I'll see if I can fit in 86. MHA on Saturday will happen.
But I wanted to be honest and just let you guys know this week might be a bit relaxed 💕

I always post so much, so during a rare moment where there isn't much sometimes you can feel it more. But I DO post an insane amount of content weekly.

After the performance this weekend there is a MONDAY OPM STREAM
Moving into November Shippuden Streams will return & TBHX will start as 86 ends!

I know I'll feel better once the performance is done but at the moment my brain feels like it's in a million places at once and I realized I would like to enjoy this opportunity, and give it the energy and time it deserves.

Hope you guys understand this. I didn't want to post a Schedule and then struggle and not follow through with it, without sharing what I'm actually juggling and experiencing this week especially 💕

I love and appreciate you all so much! Thank you for your constant support, I understand you have all chosen to be here and it's an honor to have you! I have a lot planned for the end of this year. After this weekend I know I'll be able to focus more on all my plans for the channel as we move into a new month.

FLEXIE x